December 2010
41 posts
"You'll especially you, I'm afraid to lose."
I guess we differ in our own beautiful ways.
Edward, the lost soul. My beautiful edward, wandering round to look for what he have lost through the years. But what he didn’t notice was how much he has brought to the group. His authenticity to us makes me want to be at my most genuine in front of him, makes me wanna take a torch and lead him back home.
Yiling, the one who chose not to...
this is karma.
I remembered you and I laugh out loud about this and I was so sure it wouldn’t happen to me.
but look who’s laughing now?
:(
control control and don’t let that feeling get you zee.
You see, you closed your eyes. That was the difference. Sometimes you cannot...
– Tuesdays With Morrie
I just wanna fall on somebody right now.
Lying on the ice cold floor helps, to keep me rational.
Not again?
Today I question about my worthiness again.
I mean it has been an ongoing conversation with myself and a tiring one with others, but I know it will always be there.
Confused boy
Through the long talk I had with Ziqi on the phone a few days back, both of us concluded that the last type of guys we want to date is a confused boy.
I can’t agree any much more.
and mark our words, a confused boy, boy.
Maybe the truth will set you free,
maybe the truth will set me free?
I’m at this stage in life that I think I’m scared of investing too much feelings on others. I talk about being dependent the other time, I feel it’s something that I have to convince myself. I always love the feeling of being taken care of, and I believe I am dependent by nature, but that does not give me any grace to do so just because I want...
2 weeks to breathe
I love the stripes casing of the chair and the lamp that is shining on me, but I hate the expression that I’d made, HAHAHAHAHA.
2 weeks to breathe, well, not exactly, but a little breather? 2 weeks it feels like it’s almost packed, but I really feel that I need a day or 2 for myself, just for myself. I don’t know, maybe sleep my day away, travel in a long bus journey till i...
Jar of Hearts
Mel posted this on my fb wall and I like it. The song, the dance, the chemistry between the male and female dancer. Everything together.
If you want to take a look at it, either go to my fb wall or key in Jar of hearts- Kathilly on youtube.
I think it is nice that friends share what they like with you.
"Hey, how have you been doing?"
There is a friend that we got close some time back and we stopped talking and meeting for quite a while and I refused to send him a text to ask him how is he, because I just felt he never took this friendship seriously.
until tonight,
I send him a text to see how he is. As usual he takes the longest time to reply and gave the cold reply, but I am happy I sent the text out and send him my...
Today
I am happy that I met Edward and Yixian to study.
I am happy that I invited Melissa along.
I am happy Mel got to see where I studied for the past year.
I am happy that I saw Aliff and he kept saying, “Hey Zack,”
I am happy that I got some time to catch up with Melissa.
I am thankful to see my mum sleeping soundly on the bed.
I am happy Melissa and I are going to Amplify next...
Rough week, tough luck
I could use a lot of energy now.
Pray
What I need most now and what I haven’t done in the longest time.
This is very disheartening,
but to live a life of excellence, it is either we choose or we don’t.
So I choose to have faith in everyone of them. Time to be a bytch.
Live life, love life.
I am so tired that I think I can doze off anytime.
November 2010
25 posts