December 2010
41 posts
this is karma.
I remembered you and I laugh out loud about this and I was so sure it wouldn’t happen to me.
but look who’s laughing now?
:(
control control and don’t let that feeling get you zee.
You see, you closed your eyes. That was the difference. Sometimes you cannot...
– Tuesdays With Morrie
I just wanna fall on somebody right now.
Lying on the ice cold floor helps, to keep me rational.
Not again?
Today I question about my worthiness again.
I mean it has been an ongoing conversation with myself and a tiring one with others, but I know it will always be there.
Confused boy
Through the long talk I had with Ziqi on the phone a few days back, both of us concluded that the last type of guys we want to date is a confused boy.
I can’t agree any much more.
and mark our words, a confused boy, boy.
Maybe the truth will set you free,
maybe the truth will set me free?
I’m at this stage in life that I think I’m scared of investing too much feelings on others. I talk about being dependent the other time, I feel it’s something that I have to convince myself. I always love the feeling of being taken care of, and I believe I am dependent by nature, but that does not give me any grace to do so just because I want...
2 weeks to breathe
I love the stripes casing of the chair and the lamp that is shining on me, but I hate the expression that I’d made, HAHAHAHAHA.
2 weeks to breathe, well, not exactly, but a little breather? 2 weeks it feels like it’s almost packed, but I really feel that I need a day or 2 for myself, just for myself. I don’t know, maybe sleep my day away, travel in a long bus journey till i...
Jar of Hearts
Mel posted this on my fb wall and I like it. The song, the dance, the chemistry between the male and female dancer. Everything together.
If you want to take a look at it, either go to my fb wall or key in Jar of hearts- Kathilly on youtube.
I think it is nice that friends share what they like with you.
"Hey, how have you been doing?"
There is a friend that we got close some time back and we stopped talking and meeting for quite a while and I refused to send him a text to ask him how is he, because I just felt he never took this friendship seriously.
until tonight,
I send him a text to see how he is. As usual he takes the longest time to reply and gave the cold reply, but I am happy I sent the text out and send him my...
Today
I am happy that I met Edward and Yixian to study.
I am happy that I invited Melissa along.
I am happy Mel got to see where I studied for the past year.
I am happy that I saw Aliff and he kept saying, “Hey Zack,”
I am happy that I got some time to catch up with Melissa.
I am thankful to see my mum sleeping soundly on the bed.
I am happy Melissa and I are going to Amplify next...
Rough week, tough luck
I could use a lot of energy now.
Pray
What I need most now and what I haven’t done in the longest time.
This is very disheartening,
but to live a life of excellence, it is either we choose or we don’t.
So I choose to have faith in everyone of them. Time to be a bytch.
Live life, love life.
I am so tired that I think I can doze off anytime.
November 2010
25 posts