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I love the stripes casing of the chair and the lamp that is shining on me, but I hate the expression that I’d made, HAHAHAHAHA.

2 weeks to breathe, well, not exactly, but a little breather? 2 weeks it feels like it’s almost packed, but I really feel that I need a day or 2 for myself, just for myself. I don’t know, maybe sleep my day away, travel in a long bus journey till i reached a place that is nice and i alight, a day in the museums, a little christmas shopping, chinatown even?

a little adventure for myself.

There’s time that I feel really scared when I get closed to somebody new, be it if it comes to romance or purely friendship. I’m scared that I get overly dependent on them and i snapped when they leave. I am not a dependent person I feel, but there’s always time when I just feel like leaning on someone and be the one being taken care of. (I’m a girl, duh.) So I make sure I am good with myself, and I am, as a matter, but for these couple of weeks, I’ve just got to reassure myself about that. 

So I make time for myself.